Jonathan looked in the direction of Jerome but he mostly just stared, his movements sluggish and slow. He had been drugged heavily for the past two weeks after his outburst during shock therapy. It was difficult to keep himself under control, not with the Scarecrow looming. It was always watching, always following, always after him.
Even now, he felt it in the room, all of his hairs were on end and his pulse was racing.
Jonathan shoved himself back against the wall and covered his head with his hands, not in the mood to talk to anyone. His brain was full of fear and cotton. He hated the sedatives - they didn't help the fear, they just ensured he couldn't fight the Scarecrow.
No message, no talking, no one else was worth it right now. He just had to keep himself still and safe from the bad things.
Even now, he felt it in the room, all of his hairs were on end and his pulse was racing.
Jonathan shoved himself back against the wall and covered his head with his hands, not in the mood to talk to anyone. His brain was full of fear and cotton. He hated the sedatives - they didn't help the fear, they just ensured he couldn't fight the Scarecrow.
No message, no talking, no one else was worth it right now. He just had to keep himself still and safe from the bad things.
"No, no! Please, don't!" Jonathan cried out as he jerked away from the monster invading his space. There was rambling, words and then suddenly, like a demon lurking, there was a burst of something and there was Jerome, right in his personal space. "No, no, y--y-you don't understand!"
The bite made Jonathan cry out, his body seizing and his brain went into full panic mode. It always seemed to happen. Any time he had external pressures, the internal mechanism went array.
"It's j--just m-my head. It's my head." This wasn't a monster. "It's n-not a Sc-Scarecrow. It's a b-bully-jock."
The bite made Jonathan cry out, his body seizing and his brain went into full panic mode. It always seemed to happen. Any time he had external pressures, the internal mechanism went array.
"It's j--just m-my head. It's my head." This wasn't a monster. "It's n-not a Sc-Scarecrow. It's a b-bully-jock."
"Clowns?" Jonathan frowned as he tried to focus himself, his eyes not wanting to but he managed to use all of his willpower to finally look at the guy who was touching him. Ginger, stupid grin, about his age, not special ... except his eyes. Maybe it was the fear toxin but his eyes were bright red. Maybe. Ha, of course it was, no one had red eyes.
"I met a c-clown once. I cried." Jonathan laughed, he had to, it seemed so silly now. To be scared of a man handing balloons out when the Scarecrow was here. He was always so scared. Stupid little Johnny. "You're one of t-them?"
"I met a c-clown once. I cried." Jonathan laughed, he had to, it seemed so silly now. To be scared of a man handing balloons out when the Scarecrow was here. He was always so scared. Stupid little Johnny. "You're one of t-them?"
"I don't have any friends..." Jonathan was calmer now, his heart was racing but Jerome was a distraction. He could breathe. He could control his speech and sound a bit less idiotic. All bonuses. Jonathan blinked several times to try and refocus himself and looked at Jerome. A tall, monstrous clown demon looming over him - but the laugh wasn't scary, it was a spark. A fun, little spark.
Funny. He forgot funny. That wasn't something he got much of any more. "Sure." Jon smiled wonkily at the offer. "Me, you and Scarecrow."
Funny. He forgot funny. That wasn't something he got much of any more. "Sure." Jon smiled wonkily at the offer. "Me, you and Scarecrow."
"F-F-Fun but unlikely." Jonathan slipped off his bed and landed on the floor, crawling along the floor to where he had drawn the Scarecrow. He touched the picture and felt it screaming back out at him. "I'll never leave Arkham." It just didn't seem possible. He'd been here a long time now and he'd be here even longer. Forgotten entirely by anyone who could or should care.
Jonathan turned away from his Scarecrow, looking up at Jerome curiously. "Prove me wrong?" He wanted to be wrong. He wanted to go out there. He wanted everyone to suffer like he suffered.
Jonathan turned away from his Scarecrow, looking up at Jerome curiously. "Prove me wrong?" He wanted to be wrong. He wanted to go out there. He wanted everyone to suffer like he suffered.
Jervis was fascinated. Every visitor had headphones, they avoided him, they didn't go all the way into his cell and yet - here was a strange looking young man, happily chatting away at him. About Wizard of Oz.
"Well hello, my fascinating intruder. I have a better hat, this one is a trifle cruder. The hatter is not with the flying apes, he's from the one with the girl getting into all sort of scrapes. Down the rabbit hole, it's all very droll." Jervis explained swiftly, talking exceptionally fast in a manic sense before catching himself and trying to school it in. He had control. He had control. What he said had purpose, he had to remember that.
"You're the clown boy who lost his face." That's about all he knew. "But you can hardly notice." You could.
"Well hello, my fascinating intruder. I have a better hat, this one is a trifle cruder. The hatter is not with the flying apes, he's from the one with the girl getting into all sort of scrapes. Down the rabbit hole, it's all very droll." Jervis explained swiftly, talking exceptionally fast in a manic sense before catching himself and trying to school it in. He had control. He had control. What he said had purpose, he had to remember that.
"You're the clown boy who lost his face." That's about all he knew. "But you can hardly notice." You could.
"Now, now, I don't like being called a freak. And honestly, friendship is not something I seek." Jervis dismissed, a little on edge, not appreciating this man sitting on his bed and talking so openly without invitation or request. This was not an open house, this was his depressing little cell and it would stay that way. "I don't believe I will be leaving this cell."
He shrugged his shoulders and shot Jerome an uneasy smile. "Up, boy - I'm asking very nice. If you don't listen, you will pay the price."
He gestured with his hand, firm and unflinching, resisting the urge to fall into any trances with him. This shouldn't be too hard. He was an idiot boy, not a man. Not worth discussing any kind of plan.
He shrugged his shoulders and shot Jerome an uneasy smile. "Up, boy - I'm asking very nice. If you don't listen, you will pay the price."
He gestured with his hand, firm and unflinching, resisting the urge to fall into any trances with him. This shouldn't be too hard. He was an idiot boy, not a man. Not worth discussing any kind of plan.
Well, wasn't he just repugnant? "Kiddo? Oh. You are a boy and I am a man. Whatever you're doing - it's an awful plan." Jervis smiled coldly and then stood upright, adjusting himself as he looked at Jerome and started to sync their heartbeats. There it was, the rhythm he needed. His pupils entirely disappeared from his eyes as he looked at Jerome.
"You're not a big man with a big plan. You're a little boy playing with a toy. Now spare us all a tedious time - on my word, wait for the clock to chime." Jervis meant the one in the hallway that chimed for lunch and dinner time. Of course, Jervis didn't live by that noise, of course. "When the chime comes, go to the roof across the way. Just take a jump, go on and make my day!"
Jervis giggled and threw out his arms. "See you as you're going down, my silly little clown. I have a good view, just to watch you."
He counted in his head, rocked back on forth on his feet and counted down with his fingers until the hallway chimed. Ha. Now that was funny.
"You're not a big man with a big plan. You're a little boy playing with a toy. Now spare us all a tedious time - on my word, wait for the clock to chime." Jervis meant the one in the hallway that chimed for lunch and dinner time. Of course, Jervis didn't live by that noise, of course. "When the chime comes, go to the roof across the way. Just take a jump, go on and make my day!"
Jervis giggled and threw out his arms. "See you as you're going down, my silly little clown. I have a good view, just to watch you."
He counted in his head, rocked back on forth on his feet and counted down with his fingers until the hallway chimed. Ha. Now that was funny.
"... What? No." Jerome was turning away from the door. Jerome wasn't doing it and he should be doing it. He locked eyes, he -- no, he couldn't have lost it. It was in him. He could feel it, in his blood, he knew it. He stared at Jerome for a moment and then shook his head. "Get one of the books off my shelf. Go ahead and hit yourself!"
Jervis' voice went a little higher than he was happy with, anxious consuming him because this had never, ever happened to him before.
Jervis' voice went a little higher than he was happy with, anxious consuming him because this had never, ever happened to him before.
Jervis had been able to get to anyone, even someone as annoyingly stubborn as Jim Gordon, so what on Earth was this. He eyed up the door that Jerome had opened. It was unlocked. If he couldn't get to Jerome, he could get to other people. "Time to learn a lesson of respect. I will do it this way if I can't do it direct!"
Jervis practically snarled at Jerome before he hurried to the door, trying to avoid any books as he pushed it open and looked at the panicked guards. He could tell over their silly music. "PAY ATTENTION TO ME!"
Jervis practically snarled at Jerome before he hurried to the door, trying to avoid any books as he pushed it open and looked at the panicked guards. He could tell over their silly music. "PAY ATTENTION TO ME!"
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What on Earth? This boy was stronger than he had expected, not that he hadn't expected him to be strong but even so. It still surprised him. It was hardly as bad as the choking grip of Nathanial Barnes but it wasn't exactly easy to get out of. He was struggling against Jerome, outraged. Who was he to call him BOY?! He was older than this little twerp.
Jervis wriggled and squirmed, relieved when his mouth was finally free and he could breathe properly. Though he had a whole new problem now.
He was trapped. Crushed. And there was something strangely hard right against his-- oh. Oh dear. "Release me at once, you idiotic dunce!"
Jervis wriggled and squirmed, relieved when his mouth was finally free and he could breathe properly. Though he had a whole new problem now.
He was trapped. Crushed. And there was something strangely hard right against his-- oh. Oh dear. "Release me at once, you idiotic dunce!"
Jervis struggled against the pillow he was being half choked against, trying to focus on the rhythm of Jerome, trying to get a handle on him but he was panicking too much to really get a handle on it. And then his pants were down and everything sort of short circuited in his head. How was he supposed to handle this?!
He tried to yell more orders but they muffled against the pillow he was half eating and every attempt to release his own head lead to that crushing grip from Jerome pushing him down harder.
His bitch?! Oh no. Bad. Very bad. Not the way he wanted to lose his -- not a thing worth thinking about. Oh dear. "Stop! Stop!" Jervis tried to yell as much as he could, just wondering if there was a chance to redo.
He tried to yell more orders but they muffled against the pillow he was half eating and every attempt to release his own head lead to that crushing grip from Jerome pushing him down harder.
His bitch?! Oh no. Bad. Very bad. Not the way he wanted to lose his -- not a thing worth thinking about. Oh dear. "Stop! Stop!" Jervis tried to yell as much as he could, just wondering if there was a chance to redo.
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